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Devious Journal Entry

Sun Nov 29, 2009, 6:27 AM
I got a break up for my birthday.

The problem?

I'm madly in love with her, and all of the sudden, she couldn't give a rat's ass about me. I'd wanted to marry her. I'd dreamed of adopting a little girl together. I'd dreamed of what our house would look like; after graduation I'd wanted to propose to her and be engaged until after college. I'd wanted to be her first and only, and she, mine.

And in a day, she decided to write me off like I was just a play toy, after four years of my love and dedication to her. I survived Kristie and my mom. I'd survived her lying to me and saying she was straight. I'd survived what seems like everything for her that I thought I wouldn't be able to live through.

And in a day, I was shrugged off.

  • Mood: Agony

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Sabres and Capitals fan. That's all you really have to know.

Oh, and I'm lesbian. And taken. On most days.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Buffalo, US, home to the Buffalo Sabres
  • Interests: writing, drawing, art, hockey, video games, politics
  • Favourite movie: Nightmare Before Christmas, Wall-E, and Transformers
  • Favourite band or musician: The Killers and Death Cab for Cutie
  • Favourite genre of music: Anything but rap and opera
  • Favourite artist: The soul and heart.
  • Favourite poet or writer: The imagination.
  • Favourite photographer: Bill, from 365 Portraits; Mike Lynaugh; Mark Delias
  • Favourite style of art: I love abstract art, things that make someone think.
  • Operating System: Mac OS X, Windows Vista
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod 3rd gen. nano, 4GB, silver
  • Shell of choice: Goalie padding!
  • Wallpaper of choice: Anything pretty which may or may not include a Sabres player
  • Skin of choice: My signed Roy jersey. <3
  • Favourite game: Persona 3, Zelda: Ocarina of Time, Final Fantasy VIII
  • Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo 64
  • Favourite cartoon character: Soubi and Ritsuka from Loveless
  • Personal Quote: Well, shit.
  • Tools of the Trade: Genius tablet, keyboard, mouse

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:icondarknessovershadows:
xD to find out more about you!! xD
:icondarknessovershadows:
you have been tagged! read my journal for details
:iconmicahblacklock:
Argh, what fer? XD I'm too busy, you silly. P:

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"Once I desire something...
I cannot undesire it.
I cannot even try to resist.
I will desire it until I have it.
But there is no end.
No matter how much I take, I still want." ~ Yun Kouga's Loveless
:icondarknessovershadows:
thank you gept for the watch! ^^
:iconmiteresku:
Thank U for the fav!
:iconchibi-celestia:
Thank you for the many :+fav:s C:
:iconmiteresku:
Thank you for the fave)))
:iconslowlydying:
Thanks for the fave. :)

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Coolest f-word ever deserves a fucking shout! I mean, why can't all decent men and women call themselves feminists out of respect for those who fought for this? -Ani DiFranco
:iconfred-george-weasley:
....... I think I know you from somewheres. Like on livejournal. My name on there is millerxgoose what is yours?

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MillerxZEE smut is like awesome :XD:

Icon made by me one also done for ~happybunnygurl
:iconmicahblacklock:
O: HI MILLERXGOOSE. I be xunfathomablex.

--
"Once I desire something...
I cannot undesire it.
I cannot even try to resist.
I will desire it until I have it.
But there is no end.
No matter how much I take, I still want." ~ Yun Kouga's Loveless

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